oh what joy

Christmas time,
what a lovely time of year, so many good things, family, friends, snow, and a whole lot of hot chocolate! i'm guessing i gained about 10 pounds or so, guess i better start running! but better yet, the entire idea of Christmas is based on the birth of the most perfect person ever to walk this earth. so many people tend to forget that, i mean that's the whole reason we HAVE Christmas isn't it? I'm so thankful we have this holiday to see our family and be in good cheer and spirit! But i have to admit..i got thee most awesome camera, Vince :) he is a cannon rebel xt, and pretty snazzy if you don't mind me sayin! i got some awesome shots of Christmas! but alas now its almost time go back to school, but hey, happy holidays everyone! hope your Christmas was as merry as mine :)

-dearest lovely

dearest friends

i would like to take this opportunity to blog about three fellow bloggers of mine!

Brooke(no middle name)Phillips!

it's so hard to describe this girl in one word. she pretty much has the ability to rock anyones world. she is tall. very..very tall. but it helps define who she is, she cant stay mad for more than 15 minutes and she carries the sweetest smile that lights up any room. she is filled with the spirit and watching her bear her testimony is so wonderful. she inspires my life, and her love for any human is beautiful. she also has the gift of bringing out the beauty of life in a photograph, her photography is amazing! i am truely thankful to have a special person like brook in my life :)

Ashley Kate Greenwood!

haha i love this girl, when i need to laugh really hard i turn to her, her sense of humor is the best! she knows how to stand her ground and knows what she wants. shes always willing to do the nicest things for people, (heart shaped cupcakes) her hair amazes me, its pretty much white, and its beautiful to me! shes smart and is there for the people she loves, she too is filled with a spirit so sweet and loving, she makes you feel at home! i dont know what i would do without her! i love being around her and just doing anything with this beautiful girl!

Emilee Jane Eddings!

oh man, i think of bright neon color when i think of this purty little girl. she has fashion sense like no other, basketball shorts, tye dye shirts, a red headbadn, and yellow socks. yet it looks so good! she is definatly someone you should meet! shes a joker but i love her, always wanting to meet new people and try the craziest things! shes definalty outgoing and such a sweet girl, she loves snow cones and her Wii skills are out of this world! the spirit radiates around her constantly making her glow! and i love her eye lashes haha. emilee is my darling face and i love her!

-dearest lovely

summa :)

summer!! oh yes sweetheart there is only one more month left!!! when i think of it. high school is half way over..as in..ill be outta here in about two years, on my own. oh dearest lovely, we are growing up so fast. June and July will be so busy for me indeed. i have a to-do-list for summer.

1: become at least two and a half shades tanner than i am now.
2: get in shape. I'm thinkin fifteen pounds. i can do it :)
3: take a art class and collage class to help with future events.
4: girls camp
5: take drivers ed
6: pass drivers ed
7: become a better cleaner
8: stop face book for hours on end
9: prepare to keep my grades better next year
10: become a better person!
wish me luck

-dearest lovely

conference...

conference,

i watched conference today; I heard a talk by by Bradley D. Foster. Wow. My mother and me have had the greatest trials with each other, i could never be more grateful for the mother i have. She is understanding, as loving as a person can be, she is the shoulder i cry on when my spirit cant go any farther, she is the hand that guides me when I fall off the path. Never have i been more grateful for my mother than today. Bradley Foster was so kind and passionate when he spoke of a mothers love, "Mother oh mother, the love of a true mother comes near to being the love of god than any other love."

my mother is my angel

-dearest lovely

love...huh

love?? oh boy, touchy subject there. everyone can find love. love is the heart of all passion. i dont believe there is a cupid, i believe there is a love monster. now im finally starting to realize that love isnt meant for high school, thats why u dont be serious when you sixteen! its a bout time, love is damaging, it can rip you apart, look around u, you see men and women crying and screaming and fighting, lying, cheating, obsessing. thats why love is meant for marriage, thats why you wait. isnt it? "i must confess that i feel like a monster"

-dearest lovely

Thank you alice ;)

ALICE. another epic photoshoot accomplished by ekoorb and eelime!! this was inspired by alice and wonderland. (tim burton addition) i love this guy! hes such and inspiration to me. and alice in wonderland being my favorite movie, it was a hit! i died my hair pink. yes pink. it looks so COOL!!! im lovin it. its only temporary though *sigh* i was the mad hatter..yet i didnt have a hat, ashley was the white queen, it was legit. brooke and emilee, once again you have amazed me.

-Dearest Lovely

dream dream dream

Ever had a dream that's vertigo? a dream that makes no sense whatsoever, changing from scene to scene. kina like Alice and wonderland? I was standing in a cold parking lot, with people I knew in a state of mind. in reality. they didn't exist. i saw a building I walked inside. it was like willy wonka. candy everywhere, being a diabetic I just about passed out. then I was running no where it was white everywhere, and the harder i tried to run the harder it was to get anywhere. Dreams are a way for our psyche to express itself, its own little way of working through our worries and strife's, sometimes our happiness's and joys. That's were bad and good dreams come from, crazy no?

-Dearest Lovely

beauty

photography. the talent to capture the beauty in things that go unnoticed. the beauty we have to bring out is everywhere. something that could be ugly to one and magnificent to another, is a wonderous thing. how our minds think alike yet so different. i hear that with each picture that is taken, you lose apart of your soul..i doubt that. i think pictures bring you out as a person, show people your beauty, everyone has it. and the people who have the talent to bring it out, are definatly extroadinary.

-dearest lovely

tye die

oi. i got a call today from Ee-lime. Her and Ekoorb wanted to take photos using me as a model, ecstatic! i love brooks pictures and now i get to see Emilee's work! i love these girls, i defiantly want to take some more with them sometime. its officially spring break!! they also taught me how to climb, fat mans pass...dead mans pass..its someones pass! i swear i thought i got stuck, talk about feeling fat, today was a good day.

-dearest lovely

You little blogger you :)

Made a blog, at first i thought this kind of technology was out of my league, i could barely figure out Facebook!! its about time i got a digital diary, everyone is going in different directions, gotta keep in touch somehow right?
may my memories never be forgotten.