summa :)

summer!! oh yes sweetheart there is only one more month left!!! when i think of it. high school is half way over..as in..ill be outta here in about two years, on my own. oh dearest lovely, we are growing up so fast. June and July will be so busy for me indeed. i have a to-do-list for summer.

1: become at least two and a half shades tanner than i am now.
2: get in shape. I'm thinkin fifteen pounds. i can do it :)
3: take a art class and collage class to help with future events.
4: girls camp
5: take drivers ed
6: pass drivers ed
7: become a better cleaner
8: stop face book for hours on end
9: prepare to keep my grades better next year
10: become a better person!
wish me luck

-dearest lovely

conference...

conference,

i watched conference today; I heard a talk by by Bradley D. Foster. Wow. My mother and me have had the greatest trials with each other, i could never be more grateful for the mother i have. She is understanding, as loving as a person can be, she is the shoulder i cry on when my spirit cant go any farther, she is the hand that guides me when I fall off the path. Never have i been more grateful for my mother than today. Bradley Foster was so kind and passionate when he spoke of a mothers love, "Mother oh mother, the love of a true mother comes near to being the love of god than any other love."

my mother is my angel

-dearest lovely

love...huh

love?? oh boy, touchy subject there. everyone can find love. love is the heart of all passion. i dont believe there is a cupid, i believe there is a love monster. now im finally starting to realize that love isnt meant for high school, thats why u dont be serious when you sixteen! its a bout time, love is damaging, it can rip you apart, look around u, you see men and women crying and screaming and fighting, lying, cheating, obsessing. thats why love is meant for marriage, thats why you wait. isnt it? "i must confess that i feel like a monster"

-dearest lovely