I'll be honest,
It's hard....okay, really hard.
Not to want to have someone, someone to let your know your beautiful, amazing, and someone who won't...well you know, be stupid.
Sometimes I wonder why? I wanna shut myself away in a little box at times. Do I sound dramatic yet? But seriously though, I look at the girls who always seem to have someone liking them; the ones who always have a new man on the horizon....I wonder when the last time was that I ever watched a sunset with a guy...but I digress.
ANYWAY, then there's those moments. Ya know. When the optimism sets in and your like "Men? Who cares? NOT ME," But let's not lie to ourselves, after awhile...we do. Everyone does. Love, the very word makes my heart ache, when? Why doesn't come faster for me! That is the question indeed.
So really what I'm saying is that I WANT A MAN....but not really...but I do.
See there's these things called emotions, they kind of mess with your mind; I think sometimes just to see how far they can push you. Joy.
But once again, I digress.
-Dearest Lovely
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